Wednesday, July 17, 2013
What's your problem?
I just got the idea I had a daughter that was spun like crazy. All I can say is other people do that. I do not accept..
Issue
Is it even selfish to ask if my life is worth it? It's like I can't have good kids. I mean, probably, would be fun. It would be nice to afford it. I still am a kid, I feel, need to meet other peers.
Got a Little Upset
I dunno, I mean, I just got upset. Everything upsets me since the n word thing. I really am concerned, though. I dunno, I try to be a good person, but I just wanna talk @ some things and know no one is there for me. Don't mean to get mad at useless things. :/
Hey, shut up in here..
..experimenter. My mom wants me to research @ UCF @ psychology. No one cares @ this nonsense, it's so worthless, that Ginny wants this Ginny wants that. I didn't do anything that means you delete me! You are nitpicky. THat is crazy. Okay. Know what I think? Seems it would be obvious.
Hurry it up.
Explain.
Stop using me. Stop using things against me. You have no grasp of reality, like why I feel emotion for another, why I care, and question why I would.
Stop using me. Stop using things against me. You have no grasp of reality, like why I feel emotion for another, why I care, and question why I would.
Hurt
What if the teacher won't teach me singing because of something I said. I said she wasn't nice to unfriend me on Facebook, so what? She probably has no idea what that even means. Other things like that, but I apologized soon after..
BAD
She agrees with those meanies online, wants to be "in." I can't believe how perverted people are to me for not getting online younger, didn't feel loved.
So
What about me not being able to talk to her on Facebook? I told her it wasn't right, wasn't "nice.." Wonder what that made her think.
Tuesday, July 16, 2013
Journal
Sorry, was pretty mad at hidden signals because it was like stupid stuff, need to get over this stuff. I dunno, I mean it seemed like maybe there was nothing to talk about with me? I must admit, though, it's funny because I am a serious, er, speaker or conversationalist. Don't need to go down in the dumps. I wonder if I can get my forum going. /:
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The Memories That Die
I remember earlier on living here my mom spoke of Accent Reduction, probably from Ginny. She told me to go take Acting 1, too. I was gonna do dance probably riding home with her each night.
Also
Ellen just got online and posted early today @ the death of a girl in Orlando she had on the show a few times for having cancer. Her dad was Spanish like she looks kinda, very small and fragile.
Serious Consideration
I am considering seriously taking Acting 1 on MWs and going to Thursday auditions. From Ginny. I also am wondering if she is okay. I posted on the internet @ what happened, her unfriending me on Facebook.. and I woke up that day to a fury of attack to anywhere she may pop out but then it stopped. I wonder if she could take it. I think she could, she's human. She came out early and had her garage open, getting the mail, when I came for a lesson. I'm not so worried @ her. I'm not worried that it was done to hurt me. I mean, she's never the same. Maybe, she needed change. How funny?
Do you know what
people like Chloe Grace Moretz and Peyton List are doing? Peyton knows what I'm up to and is posting evocative images for my teacher to *** her up or something. Then, Chloe dyed her hair dark like her natural color. Wow, you're gonna have a hard life if that's how low you are.
So
So, Ellen thinks it's time to round up the world. I wonder if she did it. She ;( ^doesn't believe in
So
Don't get mad at me when I set down to relax. What does that say? It doesn't bother me in and of itself, in a way.
Stop
Stop being trashy Ellen you think you can do anything because of Tim Burton. I'm better than you. I'm not mean. People trust me so much. I can see you getting on edge. Stop farting around.
Ellen acts like she's ***y when she disciplines you, but she's just a pile of *beep*
Ellen acts like she's ***y when she disciplines you, but she's just a pile of *beep*
Problema
Ellen I'm a good person so just give up. That should make you happy. See, you're not. You're a mistake. I don't mean it in the traditional sense..
Bothered
These messages are annoying. I know they are wrong. Now, I am worried @ someone from England I know, an older boy who's really sweet and good-looking. I'm worried @ thinking he's programmed. You know he and Tim Burton ruined the lines by my mouth. Ellen you were mean to me that's why your life is in danger. Your life always seemed to be. See, look how bad that makes her look. You'd have to take away my fingers.
Worried
What if it actually worked? You know anything can work..
Also, I see my time being wasted. Maybe Ellen can't talk. So annoying she thinks she's a baby..
Also, I see my time being wasted. Maybe Ellen can't talk. So annoying she thinks she's a baby..
Bad Person
Ellen acts like a disagreeable person. We don't care @ her stuck up Tweets to unsuccessful stars.
Another Message
from Ellen. Ellen, you gotta stop. You can't force me to say I'm bad for the N word thing in everything I do. Ya'll shut up and go to HELL I MEAN IT
Fudging and Fluffing
Why would Ginny say that there is too much competition and I'm not all white so count me out? Count yourself out.
Being Stupid
They were mad at me for going to the bathroom and giggling. They didn't talk @ the other lies, like not doing assignments weirdly which is untrue. I feel Ellen is watching me @ this. What did I do? Ginny made me feel mad. Are you stupid?
What do you think?
I get irritated by noises in my room. It's like no one treats me the same since the n word thing, like I can't be Christina, and for other stupid reasons, like using store charge cards and having to come home from school.
Hey!
Hey Tim!
With "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" the noises I was sensitive to coming back from the very north which was not at all too cold for me (didn't realize I was at the very north) being so suicidal I must blame Johnny Depp and whoever he in turn blames that I got kicked outta college except have to be on pills, well by my mom, and a note. He was rude in public about his frickin' family. Also, he boasts cutting himself acting suicidal..
With "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" the noises I was sensitive to coming back from the very north which was not at all too cold for me (didn't realize I was at the very north) being so suicidal I must blame Johnny Depp and whoever he in turn blames that I got kicked outta college except have to be on pills, well by my mom, and a note. He was rude in public about his frickin' family. Also, he boasts cutting himself acting suicidal..
Guess what
Ginny .. Ellen.
My dad said he has something @ his heart like he might have had a heart attack, almost gave me mine. When he did, though, I had to blurt out I can't talk to Ginny anymore, not being in school and her not having time.
My dad said he has something @ his heart like he might have had a heart attack, almost gave me mine. When he did, though, I had to blurt out I can't talk to Ginny anymore, not being in school and her not having time.
Upset
I don't know how I feel in general about going back to Ginny's classes right now. She said I wasn't ready for a classroom situation. The lessons with her are so much fun. I'm supposed to go back and listen to the CDs of the lessons. I just can't help feeling that it would have been better were I ready to start her classes sooner. Now, I'm trying to get in the parade and can't attend her class.
So, you found me out
thanks to Tim Burton..
Life is like living with police around you all the time, all the hype over Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. "I ^did^ ^not ^ know."
Life is like living with police around you all the time, all the hype over Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. "I ^did^ ^not ^ know."
Coping With Death
I was looking at my blog from October, thinking how I followed Ginny online and now she's not there, can't access her Facebook, then I took the class and found it was a full kiddy semester. I know what she wants, though, she thinks she's there to teach those mean kids. She is too busy for me.
Patriotic
How is Ginny a Patriotic Pennsylvanian? I mean, she doesn't talk to me with manners. If I miss her, I can't talk on Facebook, and it's like she's said no. Some people I've talked with and they just don't talk with me, maybe want to leave me alone some of 'em, for now.
So
My relatives in Pennsylvania, actually SW NY state, are all @ 1 simple thing, perhaps followed the leader.
Ellen wants to find a Pennsylvanian or SW New Yorker with Pennsylvanian blood. She'll find that's me at the extreme non-Pennsylvanian but a highly MORAL character. This is just like being racist to an attractive "European" Chinese. They want someone who can't tear them down. They "want" shit. Pardon my cursing, not @ YOU.
Every kind of thing I need in attention is picked up after. I never did anything to you as you seem to all do to me..
Ellen wants to find a Pennsylvanian or SW New Yorker with Pennsylvanian blood. She'll find that's me at the extreme non-Pennsylvanian but a highly MORAL character. This is just like being racist to an attractive "European" Chinese. They want someone who can't tear them down. They "want" shit. Pardon my cursing, not @ YOU.
Every kind of thing I need in attention is picked up after. I never did anything to you as you seem to all do to me..
Getting to a Point
So, Ginny goes to the point, and Ellen would think it's okay. I am worried because it seems I am supposed to dedicate something @ watching her show and she hurts me like that. I mean that's pretty stupid, not to say that she is in general.
Monday, July 15, 2013
I found
my brother depended on me like I did with my mom. I don't want to mess with his options. Like @ being attractive.
Sorry for My Teacher
I think she'd be lying to say she "doesn't really care" about the internet.
Before the internet was as popular, we had to just be with the family and things got good. I am never with family now I have retired to a life online. I do live with them and want to. When I get a job and make well due high sums of money I will start to live life in the fast lane, again.
Before the internet was as popular, we had to just be with the family and things got good. I am never with family now I have retired to a life online. I do live with them and want to. When I get a job and make well due high sums of money I will start to live life in the fast lane, again.
So, next time I'll make a list and ask..
..how will I see you and how can we KIT if I'm not on your Facebook site and see what you post there?
I do plan to get in the Disney parade and will ask her to come.
I do plan to get in the Disney parade and will ask her to come.
Always a Reason
Yes, Ginny has an attitude, but she really can't teach during the school year, perhaps holds dear some private students but probably would be dumping them off. I tried to ask if she only teaches in the summers, and she said she was acclimating to her new schedule. I used to wonder why I couldn't have my old organ teacher at college, don't even offer a good enough organ, I feel. It's not the place for a nice exquisite living area, neither.
Who's fault?
There is nothing wrong with a ^word^.
I wonder if you think that Ginny makes me mad. Yes, I am taken aback. That should be very apparent because she was mean to me. I really don't kid around. Maybe, you're just not brought up so like.
I wonder if you think that Ginny makes me mad. Yes, I am taken aback. That should be very apparent because she was mean to me. I really don't kid around. Maybe, you're just not brought up so like.
I swear
Ya'll gonna get it, all making up fluff that I "did something" when I "did what I did" just like anyone else. I am stronger than ya'll, and I don't even really care if I called you a nigger.
No Way
My parents never get in trouble, I never did until my brother was born but in some ways should have been .. I tried to be good but didn't feel like it'd be unembarrassing to be sweet to my mom who probably saw me as little at age 2.
I don't have a life-
So, if you are mean to me, I probably won't explode on you .. but anyway then I will get mad if I don't feel well. I'm very worried about this being important in the world. See, I do what my brother should, I calm down and sort out my thoughts. Okay, other people admit they're crap to people like my mom it seems.
The Problem of My Brother
I don't believe I have 1, but there's been something different for him, for some reason, that with my mom's age and probably with not leaving me alone for once and going to exercise ... they think he's not as fresh from my mom but more securely advanced from my dad. The problem is it was very hard for me, and people liked me for being fresh. The other problem is my parents apparently can't get him to listen, to stop and do something to better himself. He doesn't seem to actively appreciate what he has, knowingly I mean.
@ Me
The Disney parade Alice talks like me, what is it @ no 1 caring @ me?
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So
Everyone makes secret frowned upon dreams for me. Is there pretty much something wrong with being normal? I mean, I'm not really that afraid of the water or "to take my shoes off."
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Mad
I was afraid people would lash out, get connected with those who betrayed me.
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So
She also circled her foot in a funny way that annoyed me. She sports a negative reaction @ .. forget
I mean, what do I do wrong? I might have problems. All she wants is to talk @ her disappearing X. She knows a lot @ the body, she says. I can leave her, but I swear it's the internet. It's another unnecessary way of missing a person. Might make me lose interest in my parents. Almost forgot @ the van coming. It's something to deal with, something I don't understand, an insult as opposed to a tested rule and way of accepting things. People with a similar situation, way of missing or not knowing if you miss anyone, having nothing to do, as well as no one interesting to talk to.
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I mean, what do I do wrong? I might have problems. All she wants is to talk @ her disappearing X. She knows a lot @ the body, she says. I can leave her, but I swear it's the internet. It's another unnecessary way of missing a person. Might make me lose interest in my parents. Almost forgot @ the van coming. It's something to deal with, something I don't understand, an insult as opposed to a tested rule and way of accepting things. People with a similar situation, way of missing or not knowing if you miss anyone, having nothing to do, as well as no one interesting to talk to.
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An Open Teacher?
So, why am I being pushed away when I found a teacher I liked when she does all these things, like teaching @ Disney before, private lessons of the voice, fun classes at school, and Facebook! I did already ask online @ how we could KIT. She also might be mad I said she was mean to unfriend me.
Also, I am not "just nagging." I am tired of my boring life. I do like my family and am pretty good. Yes, I came in with the prospect she would be mean.
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Also, I am not "just nagging." I am tired of my boring life. I do like my family and am pretty good. Yes, I came in with the prospect she would be mean.
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Seriously
Johnny Depp has ruined my world. I always thought this .. maybe didn't mean it at the time it happened. Remember, though, others rehashed him and made the world crazy.
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The World
Why can't the world just be friendly? I do use it in a Mickey Mouse way. I like the teacher, and though removing responsibilities seems all options are limited to nothing. I don't know @ returning to school. I mean, I did my semester. I can't see her Facebook! I also in eating mean feel that #1 with the new dress would also like to eat out. Also, you can see I'm a good person. I don't like people who rearrange me.
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Fw: "Doing Things for Others"
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I don't make people do anything for me.
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I don't make people do anything for me.
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"People Who Need People"
I noticed how Europeans are nice to me. What @ keeping in contact?
"People who need people
Are the luckiest people .. in the world"
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"People who need people
Are the luckiest people .. in the world"
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Fw: Frantic
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I wonder @ the teacher, why exactly she doesn't wanna teach now. I guess in the summer. Wah, so, now what? I told her how my piano playing was much better.
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I wonder @ the teacher, why exactly she doesn't wanna teach now. I guess in the summer. Wah, so, now what? I told her how my piano playing was much better.
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Fw: Singing
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My teacher isn't gonna teach me in the fall. She's been warning me. Busy 8 hour days now.
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My teacher isn't gonna teach me in the fall. She's been warning me. Busy 8 hour days now.
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Attractiveness
I wonder if my brother's surprised I want to be attractive if I said he should be in that way.
Also, my dad has seriously mixed up "me" with parents. Judging me compared to what others my age seem to deserve.
Rehashing you making up doesn't entail ruining the lives of the uninvolved.
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Also, my dad has seriously mixed up "me" with parents. Judging me compared to what others my age seem to deserve.
Rehashing you making up doesn't entail ruining the lives of the uninvolved.
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Wanna know what did it?
If I make a controversial point, she like acts like she's snapping me off and once thought I was just gay. How gay can you get? No one's gonna like her. She just has an attractive image and doesn't know the ways of the world other than in a Mickey Mouse way.
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Top Dog
Ellen DeGeneres wants to be the miraculous 1 at the top, is not nice. I just thought of something when mad.
My brother's doing dishes, woke up with me getting the dog to go away, his dog.
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My brother's doing dishes, woke up with me getting the dog to go away, his dog.
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Biding Time
My brother's in the bathroom.
So, I was wondering, has Ellen DeGeneres ever actually considered or is this stupid that you get best possible scenero. I swear, she's mean to me. She always bugs me about the underdog, and it's the point of her show.
So, I was wondering, has Ellen DeGeneres ever actually considered or is this stupid that you get best possible scenero. I swear, she's mean to me. She always bugs me about the underdog, and it's the point of her show.
Sunday, July 14, 2013
What's Not the Knot
So, people started out all European. We were able to feel certain things. All we need to look for now is other people's ethnicities. I've made mine pretty clear, goes so low as to be Native American indian, which is very common, seeing as I've only seen 1 attractive male and 1 attractive female, both with big, pointy noses and a "nice" complexton, girl was darker.
Information
The video #2 of me is an apology to Chloe Grace Moretz for 10 minutes wandering in thought elsewise.
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"Something Else.."
So, anything that says I'm smart, kids and minorities defend other people from me, which I should not be in a negative racial category.
I think by magic..
..someone would watch all of this long video of me talking I am posting. I'll just say that the people with a parent from the South are not very nice. They do not let us be as good as they are when they see us and we don't hurt them. At least this applies to me.
Oh, and, yea, we talk to lots of different people.
Oh, and, yea, we talk to lots of different people.
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