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Sorry, was pretty mad at hidden signals because it was like stupid stuff, need to get over this stuff.  I dunno, I mean it seemed like maybe there was nothing to talk about with me?  I must admit, though, it's funny because I am a serious, er, speaker or conversationalist.  Don't need to go down in the dumps.  I wonder if I can get my forum going.  /:

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The Memories That Die

I remember earlier on living here my mom spoke of Accent Reduction, probably from Ginny.  She told me to go take Acting 1, too.  I was gonna do dance probably riding home with her each night.

Also

Ellen just got online and posted early today @ the death of a girl in Orlando she had on the show a few times for having cancer.  Her dad was Spanish like she looks kinda, very small and fragile.

Serious Consideration

I am considering seriously taking Acting 1 on MWs and going to Thursday auditions.  From Ginny.  I also am wondering if she is okay.  I posted on the internet @ what happened, her unfriending me on Facebook.. and I woke up that day to a fury of attack to anywhere she may pop out but then it stopped.  I wonder if she could take it.  I think she could, she's human.  She came out early and had her garage open, getting the mail, when I came for a lesson.  I'm not so worried @ her.  I'm not worried that it was done to hurt me.  I mean, she's never the same.  Maybe, she needed change.  How funny?

Twitter

Do you know what

people like Chloe Grace Moretz and Peyton List are doing?  Peyton knows what I'm up to and is posting evocative images for my teacher to *** her up or something.  Then, Chloe dyed her hair dark like her natural color.  Wow, you're gonna have a hard life if that's how low you are.

Problema

These annoying messages won't stop.  I'm also getting them from Ginny.

So

So, Ellen thinks it's time to round up the world.  I wonder if she did it.  She ;( ^doesn't believe in

Problema

Ellen, where did that come from?  I'm not a mean person.

O, Boy!

Time to eat!

So

Don't get mad at me when I set down to relax.  What does that say?  It doesn't bother me in and of itself, in a way.

Stop

Stop being trashy Ellen you think you can do anything because of Tim Burton.  I'm better than you.  I'm not mean.  People trust me so much.  I can see you getting on edge.  Stop farting around.

Ellen acts like she's ***y when she disciplines you, but she's just a pile of *beep*

Problema

Ellen I'm a good person so just give up.  That should make you happy.  See, you're not.  You're a mistake.  I don't mean it in the traditional sense..

Bothered

These messages are annoying.  I know they are wrong.  Now, I am worried @ someone from England I know, an older boy who's really sweet and good-looking.  I'm worried @ thinking he's programmed.  You know he and Tim Burton ruined the lines by my mouth.  Ellen you were mean to me that's why your life is in danger.  Your life always seemed to be.  See, look how bad that makes her look.  You'd have to take away my fingers.

Worried

What if it actually worked?  You know anything can work..

Also, I see my time being wasted.  Maybe Ellen can't talk.  So annoying she thinks she's a baby..

Bad Person

Ellen acts like a disagreeable person.  We don't care @ her stuck up Tweets to unsuccessful stars.

OK

I am not playing games with you.  You m*****ed me.

Problema

Ellen post it online yourself.

Another Message

from Ellen.  Ellen, you gotta stop.  You can't force me to say I'm bad for the N word thing in everything I do.  Ya'll shut up and go to HELL I MEAN IT

Fudging and Fluffing

Why would Ginny say that there is too much competition and I'm not all white so count me out?  Count yourself out.

Being Stupid

They were mad at me for going to the bathroom and giggling.  They didn't talk @ the other lies, like not doing assignments weirdly which is untrue.  I feel Ellen is watching me @ this.  What did I do?  Ginny made me feel mad.  Are you stupid?

What do you think?

I get irritated by noises in my room.  It's like no one treats me the same since the n word thing, like I can't be Christina, and for other stupid reasons, like using store charge cards and having to come home from school.

Hey!

Hey Tim!

With "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" the noises I was sensitive to coming back from the very north which was not at all too cold for me (didn't realize I was at the very north) being so suicidal I must blame Johnny Depp and whoever he in turn blames that I got kicked outta college except have to be on pills, well by my mom, and a note.  He was rude in public about his frickin' family.  Also, he boasts cutting himself acting suicidal..

Guess what

Ginny .. Ellen.

My dad said he has something @ his heart like he might have had a heart attack, almost gave me mine.  When he did, though, I had to blurt out I can't talk to Ginny anymore, not being in school and her not having time.

I know all @ what you did.

You're ruining my life because Nell Burton exists.

Upset

I don't know how I feel in general about going back to Ginny's classes right now.  She said I wasn't ready for a classroom situation.  The lessons with her are so much fun.  I'm supposed to go back and listen to the CDs of the lessons.  I just can't help feeling that it would have been better were I ready to start her classes sooner.  Now, I'm trying to get in the parade and can't attend her class.

So, you found me out

thanks to Tim Burton..

Life is like living with police around you all the time, all the hype over Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.  "I ^did^ ^not ^ know."

Coping With Death

I was looking at my blog from October, thinking how I followed Ginny online and now she's not there, can't access her Facebook, then I took the class and found it was a full kiddy semester.  I know what she wants, though, she thinks she's there to teach those mean kids.  She is too busy for me.

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Patriotic

How is Ginny a Patriotic Pennsylvanian?  I mean, she doesn't talk to me with manners.  If I miss her, I can't talk on Facebook, and it's like she's said no.  Some people I've talked with and they just don't talk with me, maybe want to leave me alone some of 'em, for now.

So

My relatives in Pennsylvania, actually SW NY state, are all @ 1 simple thing, perhaps followed the leader.

Ellen wants to find a Pennsylvanian or SW New Yorker with Pennsylvanian blood.  She'll find that's me at the extreme non-Pennsylvanian but a highly MORAL character.  This is just like being racist to an attractive "European" Chinese.  They want someone who can't tear them down.  They "want" shit.  Pardon my cursing, not @ YOU.

Every kind of thing I need in attention is picked up after.  I never did anything to you as you seem to all do to me..

Getting to a Point

So, Ginny goes to the point, and Ellen would think it's okay.  I am worried because it seems I am supposed to dedicate something @ watching her show and she hurts me like that.  I mean that's pretty stupid, not to say that she is in general.